The whole vacation turned out nice and fun in general. We spent S's first 2 days in the unusually less busy to almost empty Manila. We booked a nice suite at Hyatt, mostly sleeping during the day, then a late afternoon walk to find some good restaurants for late lunch/early dinner, and finally a prospect of a night out. After the Holyweek, we decided to hit the road and headed to Puerto Galera.
The guys didn't enjoy Puerto Galera much. It was almost empty when we got there on April 3. We stayed 2 nights in White Beach and decided to move on to the next leg of the trip-- Boracay.
I always loved Boracay. Though not really my favorite place, I will never get tired of visiting and admiring the island. There simply is a lot of things to do in Boracay. You will never know what really is going to happen when in Boracay. And though they say 'whatever happens to Boracay remains in Boracay', I will share some highlights of it.
Boracay is hedonistic. That's given! Aside from the many exciting activities in the island such as admiring its pristine powdery white sands, swimming in its crystal clear water and watching the golden sunset, sex is one thing that is almost always part of (a gay guy's) itinerary of a Boracay escapade, and I am not exempted.
I haven't had sex for a while now since I found out about my status, not even with BF. BF and I have become more of companions more than sexual partners for a while now, and although we have not totally dismissed the idea of sex in our relationship, we just couldn't find ourselves the perfect time to do the deed. No, don't get me wrong. I have a very attractive boyfried and I would attest to his versatility in bed. Just that we have transcended the 'regular' sex part in the relationship and are more comfortable to knowing that we have each other. Boyfriend also doesn't stand in the way of me having sex with others, though I choose not to do it as much as I can. You can call that an 'open-relationship' but we decide to not label it. Again, I chose not to do it.
However, the past few days have been different. I have been feeling some hormonal urges, and have finally decided to break my self-imposed celibacy. This is not just because of the overflowing pheromones wafting into the Boracay air. S has been tryin to get into my pants soon as he arrived from the US and I gave up to the urge when we were still in Manila. And I have the suspicion that boyfriend knows about it, just that he chose to be quiet.
I think my boyfriend knows that S was down into his knees the first night he stayed with us in the condo after that first night out we had in Malate. I also think that he knows about the times S and I would quickly sneak in every chance we have to give each other a head, or simply rub our pricks against each other when we stayed in Hyatt. Also, he would have noticed that I would be more on S's side whenever we scoot our beds together. But BF remained silent, and I take his silence as an implied consent.
I really do not know what was going inside my boyfriend's mind. He would usually tell me if he is not liking things, but he remained silent about this so I assumed that it was fine. I decided not to open up and discuss it with him, too. I don't want to have tensions with him or anybody while on vacation.
I know I will be playing with fire, and if ever a fire is to burn me, it should only be the Boracay sun.
Anyway, that went on for almost two weeks until S met a guy from the island and has become his boytoy for the rest of our stay in Boracay. The rest of our stay then has become mostly double dates, S and his boy, and me and boyfriend.
By the way, this was boyfriend's first visit in Boracay, and it seemed that he liked it. He would go out and catch the sun once in a while, and would also dip into the waters. Another thing he liked the most were the late afternoon chase of the sunset while we ride the sailboat and snorkeling.
On the other hand, this is just one of the many visits I had of Boracay, and this visit to the island is actually one of the 'tamer' visit I had. Aside from the two ocassions that I sneaked out of the hotel for a (late night/early morning) walk by the shore which eventually ended up in a steamy sex on the beach (and of course, protected), I have mostly been hanging out with my boys for some good laughs.
I have just arrived back in the city a few hours now and is still having a withdrawal. I know I would need to do a reality check in the next few days.
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